what you've done you can't erase The apology you made was ignored The apology you made was not wanted I'm so sorry I'm inhuman But the hurt you have done have hurt me more than a million times I'm not important The other is I'm still not forgiving you I'm really sorry
4:30 AM
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Saturday 23:06pm
Today, i went for my tuition and i found out that next week i do not have tuition because the teacher had to go for a parent teacher conference.So i did my work there and happily went home after that, i went to lot 1 which was near my house and went to buy a comic book xD was so happy..Then after that i went home slack did some of my art things,then slack again and watched a korean drama which i recently is crazy over.That show only shows on Saturdays and Sundays.So i always look forward to the weekends,So i slacked at home and feel asleep for sometime and when i woke up i found that i was alone at home LOL -.- so i called my parents and asked them where they were and they said they are at the hospital because my grandfather is hospitalised, i was shocked then asked what happened they didn't tell me..-.- so i waited at home for them to come back and my dinner which they bought for me since i didn't go to the hospital i don't get to eat anything..so waited until around 9 plus hahaha finally my dinner arrived.so i forgot to ask them how my grandpa is and since they have fallen asleep now i don't really get the chance to ask them and here i am wondering how he is... And here i am writing this post so [ i don't know why i'm explaining this to you but i don't like him that way can't you ever understand me? Are you deaf? i've told you many times i don't like him that way and i spend time with My sec 4 friends but not Him i never did spend time with him AT ALL , we are the sort of friend that only say hi whenever we meet in the corridor Don't you understand? as usual your own assumption comes to the wrong conclusion ( please dish out some facts before you come to the right conclusion and ask the person first..) although i do talk about him alot that doesn't mean that i like him do you get my POINT? ][ For what you did i don't think i can forgive you that quickly][ and you are the one with the stupid attitude not me you are the one who is at fault not me if you don't think so talk to me in my FACE]
P.S 我想做我喜欢做的事情错了吗? There are some things i did not say in this post because there isn't a need for you to know since you can't help me anyway..
8:05 AM
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Sunday
Finally i know what life is about,its about work work and more work.I know that i have no life AT ALL, because this whole week,i don't have,i repeat DON'T HAVE any time to spend with some of my friends its so unfair!!!! How can you people do this to me someone accused me of *something* that is what I DON'T CARE.. so i didn't have time to spend with my friends i go home late everyday which is just sad..and then after i bathe i can't hit the sack immediately ..That sad too cause every time i go home late i would feel very tired,i feel like I have been bashed up by someone and i would hate myself for it and blah blah blah..so after a long long time would i start forgiving myself..I'll have to go and pack my bag.. busy these days :D at least it can keep my mind off things
P.S 我追求我的梦想 错了吗? I'm chasing after my dream is that wrong? How i wish I'm another someone..
5:50 AM
Friday, April 2, 2010
Friday
Last night i slept very early in the morning..cause i was waiting for someone's call -.- when that someone visit my blog,please note this! haha in the end cannot call -.- i think its because that someone fell asleep -.-i left one miss call on the phone.Then in the end, i fell asleep also and my parent woke me up at 7.30am this morning..i covered my head in my blanket and told them that i don't want such an early breakfast and " I wanna Sleep, Go away" I can't believe i did that..okay never mind that laugh all you want...After that, went back to sleep and woke up at 10am,i was moody so i just turn on the television and watched it [ FYI, i slept in the living room so the remote control was easy to reach and i was too lazy to get up ] After that, my mother,Godmother and my sister came back home and they went to eat prata without me but at least they got some back for me :] i was so happy until i tasted the roti prata.It tasted sweet..so i threw it aside and went room to room switching the television and you know why? 'Cause when i was in the living room, my sister snatched the remote away =.= so i went to the master bedroom..then my mother had to come in the sleep so i had to go to the living room again. So tiring rush here rush there..when i saw my Art work which i did yesterday, i was so angry so that means i know that i did badly..so threw that aside..watched television programme about Disney the hunchback guy..it nice..then i watched ice princess my goodness she's so pretty..and she skates beautifully and gracefully,i wished i went to the skating ring..so now i'm writing this blog.Just bathed :]
P.s I didn't get to go to the STICKY candy shop today so sad.. :[ [whenever i feel sad, i wished i was home :D ]
